“Kalja! We’ve been looking everywhere for you! Where have you been all this time?”
Kalja smiled at the bald man on the other end of the com signal. Davit Jipper was like a second father to her. As the captain of the
Champion of Juoi, the flagship in her father’s early hunts for Sivter, Davit and the crew of that Marauder Corvette had helped raise her almost as much as her father. Her childhood ever since her first encounter with Sivter had been traumatic and far from normal, but growing up with everybody on the
Champion had helped fill a void that her father could never have hoped to do alone.
“I’m sorry, Davit,” she said with a slight apologetic bow of her head, “It’s a long story. I didn’t want to cause anybody to worry, but I had to go into hiding for awhile.”
“Say no more, Kalja,” Davit assured her. “Whatever the reason, I’m sure you had a good cause to do it. You probably had to lose the Red Viper and his crew of murderers after that thing with GAIT, am I right?”
Kalja looked away from a moment as she bit her lower lip self-consciously. Apparently the news about her and Delth wasn’t as widespread as she thought. She’d kind of lost perspective on it by being in the center of the whole thing. “Umm… not exactly, no.” She looked back at him. “Anyway, the reason I’m calling is that I’m trying to get in touch with my father. Have you heard from him by chance?”
Davit’s expression turned somber and Kalja felt her heart sink. “That’s why we were trying to reach you. I guess you hadn’t heard… A few weeks ago, Xorpex was contacted by the Oseon Port Authority and informed that the
Windfall was being held because the owner had failed to pay the docking fees a few days after landing. Lucky for us, the
Windfall was still registered as a JSI naval ship from the Battle of Juoi, or we might never have found out about it.”
“That’s not like my father,” Kalja said worriedly.
“Believe me, I know,” Davit replied. “Xorpex sent us to pick up the
Windfall and see if we could find out what happened to your old man.” He paused for a moment. “I’m sorry, Kalja. We must have turned those asteroids upside down and inside out, but we couldn’t find a thing. The best we could come up with was information that indicated one day your father was there, and then the next he was gone. We’d still be out there looking for him if Sulimurr hadn’t ordered us back to protect Juoi.”
Kalja closed her eyes and tried to drive away the growing dread she felt. Everything was falling apart. Was this what happened when she wasn’t around? “Thank you, Davit. I’m sure you did everything you could.”
“Hey, your dad is tough, probably the toughest guy I’ve ever met,” Davit tried to reassure her. “If anybody knows how to take care of himself out there, he does. He probably has a good reason for disappearing, just like you did.”
Kalja couldn’t help but grimace as Davit unknowingly echoed her own words earlier. Delth’s subtle rejoinder to it played back in her head as if to taunt her. She opened her eyes and put on a brave face. “I’ve got to go. Please give everybody back home my best. I’ll come and visit soon.”
Davit smiled, but there was no humor behind it. If anything, he was keeping up appearances for her sake. “Yeah, how many times have I heard that before? Good luck out there, Kalja. Give Sivter one for us.”
That managed to get a more genuine smile from Kalja. “I will, you can count on it. Goodbye for now.”
With that, Kalja cut off the connection, but found she didn’t have the energy to move from her seat just yet. This was really too much. The happiness she had felt in Delth’s arms, even the glow she’d had in the morning, it all seemed like a lifetime ago for a different person.
How could she have been so selfish? How could she have given in to even one day of personal happiness? It had all seemed so logical when she had been without her connection to the Force, but now she didn’t know. Maybe she wasn’t destined to have her own life. Maybe all of those terrible things Isis and Elena had said to her were truer than she thought…
Kalja looked down and discovered that she had one hand resting on her stomach without her even realizing it. The twins were only a handful of cells right now, barely perceptible even to her. She doubted she would even have sensed them if they weren’t a part of her, but somehow the knowledge that they existed seemed to chase her doubts away. The thought of them brought her happiness back. They reminded her of the one impossible deed she had accomplished in her time away, the one she had never consciously tried to achieve: the Red Viper was gone and only Delth Ardin was in his place. That in itself was as monumental a feat as defeating GAIT ever was.
A lot of terrible things had happened to be sure, but she couldn’t let her doubts weigh her down now. She had acted as best she could at the time and now she had to deal with the consequences of those actions. Kalja stood up from her seat determinedly. Whether all that had happened was truly her fault or not, she had less than nine months to set things right again. That’s all there was to it.
OOC: The plot thickens...
